Update: DRAMA!

I know! I know! i haven't written in forever. But i have a good reason...! i didn't want too...just kidding! (lol) i been busy actually. school, friends, week end classes, and drama. ugh lots and lots of drama. seems the drama follows me everywhere i go! i moved a million times and EVERY TIME I'm dragged in some crazy, stupid THING. JUST DRAMA! i try to stay out but I'm always dragged in! I USED to be the type that STARTED drama,,,according to my father but I know I'm not like that anymore! anyway high school is no funny busy. i need to start buckling down and actually studying! I'll try to write more though..chow for now!

School is Crazy =/ nd life is boring :S

I hate my life right now. its so boring. its always the same thing; get up, change, eat, do work, clean, help kids with their homework, soccer, computer, bed. :/ its rly just plain sucks and i have alot of work but i dont do any of it. so it just keeps piling and piling. I dont know wht to do anymore. im so bored, i want to GET OUT OF THE HOUSE. go out with friends, take on the phone till 3 in the morning and drink lots and lots of root beer lol. I been busy with i have no idea what so thats why i dont post here much anymore. but its starting to get boring since no one even reads my posts. i always thought i just wanted to write stuff but its also nice to know tht someone is out there listening (reading). ahh wht r u gonna do? :)

What's new

Well school started, I'm taking Spanish and I loved it.

I went to watch Vampires Suck with my friends at the Movies but they werent playing ti anymore so we saw Easy A instead. which was.....dumb yet interesting.

I'm bored and have nothing to do.


I'm not sure i like reading anymore.


I went to Egypt as a tomboy and came back a girl so i need to get back in the game. lol.

I'm strangely craving coffee right about now.


I have work to do and i have no idea what I'm doing


i'm going to go now so bye.

Happy Eid!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^_^

so the month of Fasting, Ramadan, is over and today is Eid!! i get to get money/presents/new clothes and go out to dinner along with goin to a place like 6flags or adventure land :)
its gonna b alot of fun


this morning i woke up and we drove to a park where we prayed with many other by a lake. it was beautiful. it would have been alot better if it wasnt so cold and i was chattering and frozen in my spot like a Popsicle lol ^_^ but the day is still young and i cant wait to get out :)

hmm

I feel like the last bog i wrote was like 25yrs ago! O_O

anyway nothing new has happened, i mean im bak with my family, called alot of friends, hung out with one. talk none stop with other. im bak to my bad habbit of being on the computer 24/7 but dad has a new rule "nothing past midnight."which just so you know i think its the STUPIDEST rule he ever cae up with i told him tht too! and told him i thought it wasnt fair. but he didnt listen. nothing new there. life is boring in tht case....so yaaaaaaaaa ttyl ^_^

I'm HOOOOOOOOOOME!

I got home yesterday actually but just got to the comp (mainly cuz i just woke up XD)

Omg i missed my fam and friends soooooooooo much!!! its sooo good to see them again! i swear America seems soooooo unfamiliar. its scary and sad at the same time. my parents changed my room around as a surprise and it looks AMAZING! my mom made my fav food which was DELISH ;D and ym dad has a sweet new ride! im already done unpacking i did it all after i gave them their gifts as soon as i got home

i have alot to catch up on but im glad im home. :)

How much is Trust really worth?

Have you ever sat down and thought about it? How important is trust? what the hell IS trust? In the dictionary trust is 'the obligation or responsibility imposed on a person in whom confidence or authority is placed.' But for me trust is when someone tells me a secret and tells me not to tell. It's not a big deal. But that was a while back now i see that trust is something bigger. my meaning of it didnt change but the value of it definently changed. I know that if i knew someone but i couldn't trust them i would never be friends with them. there can't be a realtionship of any sort without trust. Love, hope, life it all comes from trust.


so how much is it worth? More than a millon lives.