Opening up....

The past few days i been thinking...well im always thinking of course but i supposed the past few days i been thinking nd noticing i was thinking...does that make any sense? either way...i am a muslim...we aren't allowed to listen to music yet i do...i know what the punishment is yet i still do it. there are a lot of things we shouldnt b doing but we do anything. the temptations are just unbearable. its embarassing to admit how weak i am to these...even to myself. but i have been trying to change. i kno it will take a while nd not everyone will notice it...but im not doing it for the people...am i? or for myself?

Parents mad at you? D=

Ok, my parents disagree with me on A LOT of things...but that doesnt mean i want them mad at me!! its awful! the feeling that your parents dont want you around them at the moment, especially times when all i want is a hug :( (aww)
but its good that you love each other right? because you put your differences aside. you love each other and forgive each other for what ever it is(: i like that about family. my dad hardly spoke to me for almost 5 days...it was hell. my father means so much today but we made up this morning and it feels great(:


sometimes things DO go just as planned (: