I'm HOOOOOOOOOOME!

I got home yesterday actually but just got to the comp (mainly cuz i just woke up XD)

Omg i missed my fam and friends soooooooooo much!!! its sooo good to see them again! i swear America seems soooooo unfamiliar. its scary and sad at the same time. my parents changed my room around as a surprise and it looks AMAZING! my mom made my fav food which was DELISH ;D and ym dad has a sweet new ride! im already done unpacking i did it all after i gave them their gifts as soon as i got home

i have alot to catch up on but im glad im home. :)

How much is Trust really worth?

Have you ever sat down and thought about it? How important is trust? what the hell IS trust? In the dictionary trust is 'the obligation or responsibility imposed on a person in whom confidence or authority is placed.' But for me trust is when someone tells me a secret and tells me not to tell. It's not a big deal. But that was a while back now i see that trust is something bigger. my meaning of it didnt change but the value of it definently changed. I know that if i knew someone but i couldn't trust them i would never be friends with them. there can't be a realtionship of any sort without trust. Love, hope, life it all comes from trust.


so how much is it worth? More than a millon lives.

The day after tomorrow

The day after tomorrow I will be traveling back to America. I don't sound excited do I? That's because I'm not, I'm only really excited when i have a bad day or a fight with my cousin or talking to my family or something. but im really gonna miss her, i know it's not much of a sight but the people here are cool and the place (cough and garbage cough) grows on you. I really am going to miss here. But one problem; once i go I'm never going to wanna come back alone.

13 days..... :( ( ? )

Ok, so I'm leaving Egypt in 13 days... I was just telling my dad today when we were talking on the WebCam that even the thought of me going to back to America is so unfamiliar. I wondered why i was feeling that for real...? i haven't been here long enough to feel that this is actualy my home...and i dont WANT to feel that. my life is in America and ti always will be. I'm sorry Dad. :(

but all the same, i dont wanna go back yet.


what the hell?! D:

In 2 Weeks....

Ok,Ok so I'm going home in 2 weeks. I'm REALLY ERALLLY REALLY excited I'm going home. I dont wanna go home but i wanna leave egypt. I fine that really sad cuz they want me here really bad and i wanna leave more than anything. It's just that life is so different here and i just cant stand it. I miss my american family. My american friends, my american room, food, hang outs...i miss it all so much. when i landed in egyupt besides the fact i was BEYOND excited...i felt as if part of my was viciously ripped out. now im jumping up and down with excitment that i will be with my family again soon. i never missed my brother's teasing so much. :P