The day after tomorrow

The day after tomorrow I will be traveling back to America. I don't sound excited do I? That's because I'm not, I'm only really excited when i have a bad day or a fight with my cousin or talking to my family or something. but im really gonna miss her, i know it's not much of a sight but the people here are cool and the place (cough and garbage cough) grows on you. I really am going to miss here. But one problem; once i go I'm never going to wanna come back alone.