"If you have enemies it's good, it means you stood for something." -Eminem

So it’s been a while since I last blogged about something, and my apologies for that. Things have been crazy and I haven’t found anything that wasn’t personal interesting enough to write about. At first this blog was supposed to be a diary. I didn’t think anyone who find me and follow and be able to read everything. So besides the fact that I’m a very open person, something’s are TOO personal to write about.
For one thing I’m almost done with my course in school and I maybe starting my summer a month earlier. YAY ME! or I could do the smart thing and take a month off and start working again and I could start LIFE earlier. So we’ll see.
My friend is coming over from Jordan this summer and wer going to be spending a lot of time together. I’m really excited because I haven’t seen her in 3 years but we stay in touch via phone, e-mail and Facebook. That opens another thing to talk about. I’ve lost a lot of people, for many reasons, I stood up for something and disagreed with them, I didn’t want to do something stupid with them. I didn’t lie for them or I simply wasn’t “cool” enough to hang with them.
But you know, forget all that. It’s really just a waste of time. Life isn’t about making friends and then getting all depressed when you lose them. Live life to the fullest, smile because you most likely have a reason to. And don’t do anything you’ll regret later. Don’t fall for boy’s love garbage, don’t go crazy if your BFF said your outfit looks bad, or if your mom tells you to change your diet or your way of doing things.
Don’t waste your life trying to please people. Because no matter what you do there will ALWAYS be SOMEONE who’s unhappy with SOMETHING. And that should be their problem, not yours. Life is short, please yourself and others with be pleased too. Do what’s best for you. That say ‘life is always about you.’ But the thing is, it IS all about you. Life’s what you make, it’s all you got so make it the best. Do what you want and have fun. Don’t sweat the small stuff and don’t make a problem bigger than it already is.
It’s so tiring to hate, and be angry and be depressed and miserable. Forgive, forget, smile and be thankful. It’s all you can do. Live your life to the fullest. Don’t be jealous, don’t jinx the ‘barbie girls’ and don’t gossip to damage their ego. ‘Cause what goes around comes around.
I’m telling myself this more than I’m telling you. It’s funny how one can give others the best advice yet when they are stuck in the same situation they can’t take their own advice, it’s like it doesn’t apply. But me, I like making a scene, making an entrance, I don’t know why but the rapper Eminem always said “If you have enemies, it’s good because that means you stood for something.” And I like to keep that thought in my head all the time.
Be your own rolemodel. =]


-Amina